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5/10/25

I've been super hyperfixated on coding and making websites recently, It's been preety fun.

I realize that I love self expression and all it's forms. I love writing and drawing because every little peice of art is a chunk of myself in a concious or uncouncious way, decisions show alot about a person and we can see that through art, and I find that magnificant. I find the act of creating as wonderful as the act of consuming the art, even more so. Because behind every peice of writing and fanart and dumb fanfiction is a person who took their time pouring their heart out. Art is one of the few things that are truly only human and demonstrate our intllegance and ability to express and communicate.

I also find it wonderful that that self expression and want to create persist and shine through when there are things actively going against it. I am so glad to live in a world where there are so many options because It feels like their are less and people feel that there are less. The interent can feel so corperate and bland and rude and empty, but personal websites and art shine through nonetheless. When the publishing industry feels so restrictive and hard to get into, there is always online comics, or zines, or online writing. The world can be so capitalist, and so money hungry that we forget to look at the fact that there are so many things that aren't driven by money, but pure love. It's easy to forget that yes people actually do care, And being reminded of that is beautiful.